Frustrated

I am so incredibly frustrated right now. School has always make me incredibly frustrated. Not because it's hard or because it's time consuming. It's because every single year there has been some kind of glitch that has made my school career incredibly, indescribably frustrating.

My freshman year I went in to get all my stuff in order for my first semester. I went in to figure out my FAFSA stuff and they said I didn't get FAFSA because I was in the military. Ummmm.....what? No, that would be my brother, Kyle. Two months later, it was sorted out. Sophomore year, on my FAFSA form, I was my mother...for some reason that matters? But either way, it was another two months before that was fixed. Junior year, oh dear Missoula, screwed me over by making me walk around campus for four hours in the snow trying to get one form signed to change my major. And this year, my senior year, the cherry on top of everything. I got a letter saying that with all my credits, I needed to meet with my advisor to go over graduation stuff. YAY!! So excited, finally getting to graduate, right? Wrong. I go in today to talk to my advisor for my graduation papers. Guess what? I have 13 random credits to fill. Random credits. I can take gym, painting and philosophy and it's all ok. It doesn't matter that they have no merit to my degree, I just have to take them. It's complete BS! Oh and I forgot, I also have 4 hours of upper division Spanish to do as well. I hate the Montana school system. They can go suck a duck. Gahh!!!!!

So as soon as I left my advisers office and got in my car, I burst into tears and bawled all the way home. I am frustrated and stressed and all I want to do is curl up on the couch. Which is exactly what I am going to do. Sleep.

It's taking over

Well, I have found a new addiction. Pinterest. It's so fun! Lots of pictures, ideas, dreams of what my life could look like (or how I could dress if I had infinite amounts of money) and places I've been but places I need to go. It's become a part of my computer routine. Email, facebook, blog and pinterest. I can't help it. I love it.

School is almost over. Well there's still a month and a half but still, almost over. I get to sign up for my spring classes, my final classes. And I picked up an application for graduation. Scary and exhilarating at the same time. It really made me think about what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life. Guess what? I still have absolutely no clue!! All I really want is to use my extremely rusty Spanish every day all day and hopefully at some point that I can travel with it. I actually feel really bad. Thomas and Ashley have been telling me about Spanish group every week and each time I can't go or I get home just in time and pass out in front of a movie. I really want to go because I want to practice my Spanish because come next semester I'm gonna need it! Which is what I want. Gahh!!!

I've decided that I need to be become proactive within my life. I need to be more on time with stuff, get stuff done now not later. I need to move out. This time around living at home is a lot better than before but still, it's time. I really just need to be more organized and on top of things. I also need to start getting sleep. I feel exhausted at all times. Even when we had Daylight Savings Time, the extra hour didn't help at all. I think after work today, I am going to make a list of stuff I need to do from now until end of school and take initiative and get crap done! But right now, I am going to Pinterest for a while before work ;)